feeling gulity

[maccy]

Me too, but hopefully we will all meet up on the TTC thread?

Ah I really hope we do, waiting for the day I stop bleeding and feeling like poo! Have my apt Fri to check everything has come away...it blooming well should have ...how can there be anything left?

 

[Sambatiki]

Maccy,

Hope everything goes well for you on friday. Fingers crossed.

Let us know how it goes.



love

Kerry xxx

 

[Sambatiki]

Really worried about Best Friend now as haven't managed to talk to him since yesterday. Really worried now.

 

[Sambatiki]

Had some fantastic news!!! My best friends baby is ok and due boxing day (10 days after my precious baby).
However although I am genuinely pleased for them (i would never wish losing a baby on anyone). I feel soooo tearful tho and finding it quite hard to hold back these tears at work. Why am I feeling so horrid over someone elses happiness. I feel awful.

Sorry if I seem to be going on on about it and not very clear about these mixed up emotions. Thought I was getting over it!!

Love n to everyone

Kerry xxx

 

[porkpie1981]

I know how u feel. My friend is due around the same time as me. I only had contact with her on the net and she was having a scan the samw week as me and then when she heard my news she didnt come on again on bebo. I dont think she was being nasty but ive a feeling that she was told she was due the same day as me and didnt want to upset me. I was really bad around babies and pregnant woman but now im ok (time does make it better)

 

[Sambatiki]

Thanks porkpie. Just glad to be home from work now. Sometimes its nice to have the distraction at work but other times you struggle all day to keep the tears away. Unfortantley today was one of those days. Luckily it is getting easier. Especially when I focus on starting to ttc again in a few months, but I suppose we all get the odd blip from time to time when the reality of it all comes crashing upon you like a sledge hammer!!



Kerry

 

[Sambatiki]

Just wanted to say thanks to everyone that has replied to this post.
Feeling 100% better today!! Think hormones are still all over the place and if AF is due 4 weeks after MC then could be why Im tearful as AF should be arriving on Sat (hopefully).



Kerry

 

[Vickie]

Glad you are feeling better today.

 

[Sambatiki]

Awwww thanks for listening vickie



Kerry xxx