feeling gulity

[Sambatiki]

re the professional.......yep, that was difficult too....
we went for a scan at the early pregnancy unit, and they confirmed that the news.....i remember OH and i clinging to one another outside the room, sobbing our hearts out.


i know all about the paranoia!

next time, i'll be asking for an early scan (8weeks) - i do understand that it is quite common that these are offered in the UK after a mc anyway. I know that when it does happen though, i will be paranoid all the way (probably the whole 40weeks).

Thats a good idea asking for an early scan, I was just worried they'd say no.!! Im sure you'll be fine when the time comes. Easy for me to say I know!! Im sure I'll be much the same. I was sooo lucky at the Horton in Banbury. The staff were nothing but kind and understanding a let us use a seperate room to wait in until I saw the Dr. I don't know how I would have coped seeing ppl come out with pics of their healthy babies.



Kerry

P.s Isn't there alot of hugging going on, on this thread. Not complaining thou, I like hugs!!

 

[Sambatiki]

Hi

Absolutely no idea when to expect AF, the doc just said to expect it any day as my lining is really thick, cos I have been bleeding constantly I don't expect to know when it starts really (if that makes sense!?)

Hi Tracy,

Its so confusing and I really am not a patient person. So god knows what I am going to be like next week if the witch doesn't arrive. Im going to be positive tho!!!



Kerry

 

[buffycat]

just know that i never want to be back in that situation again.....

people say that having children changes your life so much and although i've not got children (yet), i know that this has changed my life too.....

we're all ok though, deep down, and having one another for a buddy to speak to is fab. You're all a wonderful bunch, and i can honestly say that having this forum here has helped me through the dark, sad days.

hugs to you all!

 

[maddiwatts19]

just know that i never want to be back in that situation again.....

people say that having children changes your life so much and although i've not got children (yet), i know that this has changed my life too.....

we're all ok though, deep down, and having one another for a buddy to speak to is fab. You're all a wonderful bunch, and i can honestly say that having this forum here has helped me through the dark, sad days.

hugs to you all!

Completely agree...

we will all get through this, and having each other to talk to is great and wonderful support...

we will all get our happy endings...

lots of love &hugs to all...

xxxxxx

 

[Sambatiki]

Hopefully we'll all be sharing great news with one another in the next few months.

Is anyone trying straight away??

 

[maddiwatts19]

i did start trying straight away, and i thought i was pregnant, but bloods came back negative, its just my hormons are still all messed up from the miscarriages...so im on hormone tablets &in 2 weeks i'll be able to try again!!
x

 

[Sambatiki]

Thank you hunni!
Its ok, i understand how hard it is, and can completely sympathise...
I've lost two now...my last was 2 months ago, and my darling baby was 12 weeks. It was all a bit crazy as i was knocked off my feet coming down the stairs by the dog, and smacked my head on the cabinet, and landed really hard on my tiny bump, had bleeding on and off, went to the hospital and they said all was ok, found heartbeat, then had my 12 week scan late, and they couldnt find a heartbeat...
not a day goes by i dont miss my angels...i just want her back..
When did you loose your angel?

xx

So sorry for your loss
Lost my angel 3 weeks ago. I miss LO very much!! If I could wave a magical wand I would. But trying to be positive..... and doing quite well most times, its seems to hit me randomly if you know what I mean. You never quite know what to expect day to day.



Kerry

 

[maddiwatts19]

So sorry for your loss
Lost my angel 3 weeks ago. I miss LO very much!! If I could wave a magical wand I would. But trying to be positive..... and doing quite well most times, its seems to hit me randomly if you know what I mean. You never quite know what to expect day to day.



Kerry

Thank you! And i'm so so sorry for your loss too hun!
I know what you mean...some days i still find myself talking to her, although shes not here anymore...
it really does change from day to day...one day i can be fine and happy and feel normal, then the next day i'll be a wreck around pregnant women...!
Its just so hard, but it is getting easier, and i promise it will for you too...

xx

 

[Sambatiki]

i did start trying straight away, and i thought i was pregnant, but bloods came back negative, its just my hormons are still all messed up from the miscarriages...so im on hormone tablets &in 2 weeks i'll be able to try again!!
x

Fingers crossed and good luck for your and wishing you a nice sticky baby.

Keep us posted.



Kerry

 

[buffycat]

we're trying!

haven't been posting much on the TTC forum though.....still feels odd to be there instead of the 1st trimester.......maybe this is a middle ground that i'm ok with being on

 

[Sambatiki]

Maddi Im very confident it will and it is getting better. Im so much better now than 3 weeks ago. I know that this is going to take time. It just gets soo frustrating sometimes.

 

[maddiwatts19]

we're trying!

haven't been posting much on the TTC forum though.....still feels odd to be there instead of the 1st trimester.......maybe this is a middle ground that i'm ok with being on

Thats what i found too!!!

good luck hun!!!

x

 

[Sambatiki]

My best friend and his GF had their scan today. They are a bit concerned about the baby. Best friend hasn't gone into too much detail as he is afraid of upsetting me. I really hope that they're all ok including baby. I feel bad that he feels he can't confide me for fear of upsetting me. I know he's only trying to protect me. But I can't be protected all the time.

 

[maddiwatts19]

Fingers crossed and good luck for your and wishing you a nice sticky baby.

Keep us posted.



Kerry

I'm glad its getting easier, but its obviously going to be frustrating! And i get the feeling it will be forever...even when i have my little babies running around, i'll still be thinking and getting upset about my darlings...

Thank you!! I hope i get my sticky bean soon too! I will!!

XXX

 

[Sambatiki]

I think that even when we do start again I'd rather stay here!!! I really like all the girls here Kind and understanding.

 

[golcarlilly]

I think that even when we do start again I'd rather stay here!!! I really like all the girls here Kind and understanding.

Me too, but hopefully we will all meet up on the TTC thread?

 

[Sambatiki]

Hi tracy,

I know its early days for you but will you start ttc as soon as you get Af or are you waiting.



Kerry

 

[golcarlilly]

The day I stop bleeding we will be bd'ing for England and the rest of the planet LOL

 

[maddiwatts19]

The day I stop bleeding we will be bd'ing for England and the rest of the planet LOL

I'm gunna be the same after my doctors appointment after finishing the tablets!!

good luck!!!

xxxxxxxx

 

[Sambatiki]

It seems ages away for me But DF and I will have to get lots of practise in!!! Well will need to get it right when the time comes



Kerry