Feeling Impatient

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I’ve been TTC for about 14 months after having a rainbow baby on Valentine’s Day of 2017. I’m 43. My chart is SO textbook this month. So far no BFP but I’m only 9 DPO. So, I’m holding out hope. I’m just impatient as all get out! I’m also afraid that I’m going to be disappointed. I usually am. It took me 2.5 years and two losses to conceive my rainbow baby last time. I know I may not ever catch that golden egg, and I will just be grateful for the rainbow baby I have. A sibling would be fantastic, though! Also, I have three girls (2 are grown). So, I’d love a boy! I’m not that picky though.