So as of today I am 13 DPO and feeling my hope fizzle. All tests are still Stark white. I've had what seems like a none stop supply of "symptoms" since about 5-6dpo. I never get PMS symptoms but then again this is my first fertility cycle so who knows what my norm is now. I know I'm not out until arrives but I just feel like I'm out. After 2 1/2 yrs of BFN, my hope isn't to strong as it is. Just this time felt like we had a better shot. Of course part of the fertility treatment is blood test on Friday to confirm either way. I'm thankful for that because with PCOS, AF may not show for 2+ mos if we wait for her to come on her own. I'm starting to wonder if I should just throw in the towel but of course I don't think that would ever happen. Anyone else feeling down or needing to vent? Could really use some support right about now.