highhopes19
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the other night me and my OH were discussing taking a break from ttc, as i was in floods of tears that it was all getting to me and stressing me out
i suggested that pehaps we should stop ttc if it doesnt happen for us this month as i was feeling so down, weve been trying since august and have got nowhere so far i had a loss a ago and wanted to wait a while as i didnt feel ready to start trying again straight away.
so while im on the break from ttc we were looking at going on one last BIG holiday together to orlando in the summer this year if we can afford it or if not it'll have to be next summer even .
i was fine untill i went to hospital today to see my cousin and her new LO who was born yesterday, he is absolutly gorgeous
i took some pics of him and sent them to my OH whos at work and said "wouldnt you just love one of our own" to which i got the reply yeah but i really wanna go america now, i actually felt my stomach drop when i saw that, it really wasnt the response i was expecting. i felt like crying there and then
i dont know how can compare somthing so precious to a holiday. seeing the LO just made me more determined than ever that this is really wnat i want and what i thought and he told me he wanted to
this what he told me he wanted more than anything a few weeks ago.
now im really worried as we have been seriously ttc this month and have been taking it so seriously. my AF was due friday and didnt show up since then today ive had a little bit of blood on tissue in the loo, which ive been told could be inplantation. im worried he'll be annoyed now if i am pregnant where as i'll be over the moon
please help
i suggested that pehaps we should stop ttc if it doesnt happen for us this month as i was feeling so down, weve been trying since august and have got nowhere so far i had a loss a ago and wanted to wait a while as i didnt feel ready to start trying again straight away.
so while im on the break from ttc we were looking at going on one last BIG holiday together to orlando in the summer this year if we can afford it or if not it'll have to be next summer even .
i was fine untill i went to hospital today to see my cousin and her new LO who was born yesterday, he is absolutly gorgeous
i took some pics of him and sent them to my OH whos at work and said "wouldnt you just love one of our own" to which i got the reply yeah but i really wanna go america now, i actually felt my stomach drop when i saw that, it really wasnt the response i was expecting. i felt like crying there and then
i dont know how can compare somthing so precious to a holiday. seeing the LO just made me more determined than ever that this is really wnat i want and what i thought and he told me he wanted to
this what he told me he wanted more than anything a few weeks ago.
now im really worried as we have been seriously ttc this month and have been taking it so seriously. my AF was due friday and didnt show up since then today ive had a little bit of blood on tissue in the loo, which ive been told could be inplantation. im worried he'll be annoyed now if i am pregnant where as i'll be over the moon
please help