Mrs Dragonfly
Raising our toddler
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This morning I'm having a serious melt down and it's awful. I keep reminding myself to think of baby and stop crying, but it only brings a momentary calm.
I don't know how people juggle such busy lives. Right now I'm working part time and doing full time school and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm also a care giver to my grandparents so I find myself chronically placed in a position of either skipping school or missing work. It's a lot easier to explain to a teacher why you're not in class than calling out of work imo. Now my grades are slipping and I'm having a hard time concentrating on my school. Not only managing my own appointments but having to squeeze in my grandparents appointments in every free moment I have. Morning sickness makes things hard, but I feel I handle it better now so at least I have that to hold on to.
Yesterday was so frustrating, I confided in a friends mother how stressed out I was and told her I wasn't sure I could keep my job with how upset it makes me when I'm juggling everything else. Her advice? "Oh you'll feel much better at 12 weeks. Tough it out." Morning sickness is not my number one stress causing agent. My boss is so chill about ms that if I just give the signal that I need to go outside for air and I'll be back in a bit all is fine. I get my work done and although I've had to call out sick a few times and leave work early twice she's still very understanding. It's that I can't manage trying to figure out how to schedule my own appointments and my grandfathers when my work days are when offices are open and school days we don't get out of appointments in time to get me to class.
Sorry for the long rant, thank you to anyone who read. It just had to get out.
I don't know how people juggle such busy lives. Right now I'm working part time and doing full time school and I feel like I'm losing my mind. I'm also a care giver to my grandparents so I find myself chronically placed in a position of either skipping school or missing work. It's a lot easier to explain to a teacher why you're not in class than calling out of work imo. Now my grades are slipping and I'm having a hard time concentrating on my school. Not only managing my own appointments but having to squeeze in my grandparents appointments in every free moment I have. Morning sickness makes things hard, but I feel I handle it better now so at least I have that to hold on to.
Yesterday was so frustrating, I confided in a friends mother how stressed out I was and told her I wasn't sure I could keep my job with how upset it makes me when I'm juggling everything else. Her advice? "Oh you'll feel much better at 12 weeks. Tough it out." Morning sickness is not my number one stress causing agent. My boss is so chill about ms that if I just give the signal that I need to go outside for air and I'll be back in a bit all is fine. I get my work done and although I've had to call out sick a few times and leave work early twice she's still very understanding. It's that I can't manage trying to figure out how to schedule my own appointments and my grandfathers when my work days are when offices are open and school days we don't get out of appointments in time to get me to class.
Sorry for the long rant, thank you to anyone who read. It just had to get out.