finding things easier

[LoolaBear]

its only been just over 2 weeks since i lost Sonnie but i am starting to smile again.
i sitll find things hard but not as much as i did. taking one day at a time and looking forward has really helped me.
i will always miss Sonnie and Sonnie will always be loved, what happened was a heart breaking gut wrenching thing to have to go through but i will hold sonnie close in my heart always and knowing sonnie is with me everywhere i go waiting for me high up in heaven i know i can put one foot in front of the other and start to get my life back on track.

sometimes i have moments where i feel bad for feeling good but then i jsut slap myself and think its what sonnie would want, sonnie knows we love her/him and knows will always be with us.
life is slowing getting happy again. xxx

 

[Peril]

I'm pleased to hear that you are starting to feel a little better. I know how hard it is to go thru a loss, and was so sorry when i was reading your posts in 2nd tri at the time.

 

[MissMaternal]

I totally understand what you mean about feeling bad for feeling good or happy. I remember this feeling well....it does continue to get better hun, i promise xx

 

[iloveblue]

Hi Loolabear

I just wanted to say I'm so glad you are feeling better, and so sorry that you have had to go through this.

I am new on here - we lost our baby on Friday (at 20 wks), I have posted a thread about it.

It is very encouraging for me to hear that it does get better. Is it possible to read your story somewhere - it has been really helpful chatting to other people who have had similar experiences.