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In about 3 hours, and i cant even get excited. I feel like this is all wrong...
Small back story.
I left my husband about month ago, and since then its been me who has to contact him about seeing our DD, and its getting old. I told him about the scan today, and asked if he wanted to come last week, and he said he would try to leave work early, but i still have no confirmation if he is going or not.
I dont want to have to try and deal with my 1 year old by myself the whole time, so i have considered asking a friend to come along, but then if hubby shows up, what will she do? Seems rude to take her along and make her sit out in waiting room.
I guess i just wish i could see into the furture, the thought of beinging a new baby into this mess of a relationship has me torn up. But when we were TTC and did consive, i had this vision of a perfect little family.
Sorry for the moan, but this is so different than with DD, i feel utterly alone.
Small back story.
I left my husband about month ago, and since then its been me who has to contact him about seeing our DD, and its getting old. I told him about the scan today, and asked if he wanted to come last week, and he said he would try to leave work early, but i still have no confirmation if he is going or not.
I dont want to have to try and deal with my 1 year old by myself the whole time, so i have considered asking a friend to come along, but then if hubby shows up, what will she do? Seems rude to take her along and make her sit out in waiting room.
I guess i just wish i could see into the furture, the thought of beinging a new baby into this mess of a relationship has me torn up. But when we were TTC and did consive, i had this vision of a perfect little family.
Sorry for the moan, but this is so different than with DD, i feel utterly alone.