Hello, I am 34 years old approx 4 weeks pregnant, however I am unsure about the exact stage as I MC on 29th Nov 2010 so have conceived quite quickly which was a surprise. I have never been pregnant before, I came off dianette in december 2010 to try for a baby, it took 11 months to conceive originally and then I MC. I am concerned I could have another MC. I have been spotting on and off for 3 weeks. I did a clearblue digital test on wednesday and it stated I was 2-3 week. This shocked me greatly as I have been spotting very light for past 3 weeks ! .... just assuming I was menstruating and that my cycle was still irregular due to the MC, never realised I had conceived! I know implantation blood, if any experienced , should not really go on this long. I would like to hear from anyone who has or is currently suffering first trimester bleeding and what outcome it resulted in. I don't even want to accept I am pregnant as I am so pessimistic about pregnancy due to my recent experience. I feel very lonely deep down and can't really talk to partner or family as I feel a sense of guilt...I don't know why...I don't drink, smoke and very healthy bmi etc.. I suppose I feel inadequate if I lose this pregnancy too, I am 34 and feel my clock is ticking fast. If anyone has any experience of this please can you share your experiences. Mine is very light, but it is red,it is not enough to even fill a pantliner , it is just when I wipe. I do not have any cramp at all, just a dull ache in lower back. I am so scared this is going to result in another miscarriage I feel miserable and can't really focus on anything other than this. I have been to the doctor today who has taken a blood sample. Other than that not been to EPU , I may go next week if this continues. It would be so helpful to hear your thoughts ladies , greatly appreciated. Trying to stay positive.