five year old missing!!

[Natasha2605]

This is still constantly on my mind.

Maybe we shoud try not use phrases such as ''made sure she floated away'', that's disgusting. And an image I'd rather avoid.

I was also one of the ones who initially judged. Now I realised it doesn't matter. They did what THEY thought was appropriate for where they live and the time. I now realise no one can judge them more than themselves.

 

[Tasha]

Embo.

 

[Tasha]

Girls massive to you all.

Can I just say that if any of you need a private chat then my inbox is always open. I am hardly sleeping, so feel free to vent, rant, cry or what ever to me

 

[Jem_x3]

I don't blame anyone for judging. Being a parent is the hardest thing in the world and everyone has an opinion on what's right or wrong. Everyone is trying to do what they think is best. It's so hard when it's a child and so young too because it hits hard, you can hardly begin to imagine the pain and hurt if you were to ever be in that situation

 

[sparkle_1979]

This is such a awful story and some if the comments here are rather upsetting to read. I'm trying to stay positive for this baby

 

[jellybean83]

Ive had sky news on most the day,As soon as evening started to draw in I just felt so incredibly sad that its going to be another night that poor family are going to have to go to bed without there princess tucked up safe and sound in bed,Ive just gone and gave my 2 sleeping boys a kiss as this has honestly knocked me for six,I pray to whoever that she IS just a pawn in a much bigger game and being kept somewhere because the other option is just unthinkable.

 

[TaylorsMummyx]

Im sorry if I upsetted anyone, didnt mean too and im very very sorry I havent stopped crying and snuggling my baby girl all day, I even kept het off school today

 

[kaths101]

You just wonder about his mindset.

Do you think he set out to take her as revenge and waited for his chance or is it an opportunist thing where he saw his moment and took her without thinking it over.
I think the latter there might be a better ending??

I dunno, just writing my thoughts. These stories always get me! I can't tear myself away.. They affect me so badly
Sarah Payne, holly and Jessica, I remember very well

 

[x_WelshGirl_x]

I've been following this thread for most of the day, and i was thinking of this poor little girl as i was putting my baby to bed, it's 19degrees in our bedroom (which seems so cold) and it's even colder outside. I really hope this monster has kept her somewhere safe with blankets and she's not out in the cold somewhere. She must be so scared I am clinging on to the tiny bit of hope left that she is alive somewhere and will soon be reunited with her mummy.

 

[mumj18]

Hoping she's ok. I cant stop thinking about this

 

[nikkip75]

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[KittyVentura]

Ugh. Ian is away and so I doubt I'll sleep tonight with this playing on my mind. Brings back all the stuff with Sian last year: The hope, the constant checking on news and waiting for reports, putting up posters, going out looking forthe car they were trying to locate... Taking down the posters then finding out her killer lived literally seconds from me. Couldn't sleep then for fear and feeling unsafe. I always struggle when he is away.

Maybe I should bring them both into bed with me tonight? My mind always gets anxious and thinks up horror scenarios like a freak fire in the middle of the night or someone breaking in and snatching them at the best of times when he is away.

It's all so sad, where is she? Is she alive? How scared she must feel. What if she thinks no one is looking for her? Trying to keep warm and wondering if Mummy will ever find her? Breaks my heart. Another day closes with no real news, the nights are always so lonely

 

[Tasha]

Taylorsmummy

See all along I just keep thinking they are just searching the river to find clues such as clothing.

I'm hoping there is someone else involved and they have her somewhere. I didn't realise the area was part of the snowdonia park. That place is huge!! We got lost there a few years ago and its honestly like the remotest place I've ever seen! We were t the top of a mountain and it felt like we were in the clouds! The time he had she could be miles away. Hopefully somewhere warm and safe.

I sort of thought there wasnt anyone else involved, but the *possible* connection to Carol has made me hope it was to get back at them and that he has a woman involved in this. I dont know why I feel it would be a woman but he seems some what a lady's man sick and could perhaps of bullied an ex or infatuated woman into this plan to get back at them

 

[Tasha]

Kitty big bring your LO's into bed with you tonight and snuggle them tight. It wont do you or them harm.

 

[Natasha2605]

Ugh. Ian is away and so I doubt I'll sleep tonight with this playing on my mind. Brings back all the stuff with Sian last year: The hope, the constant checking on news and waiting for reports, putting up posters, going out looking forthe car they were trying to locate... Taking down the posters then finding out her killer lived literally seconds from me. Couldn't sleep then for fear and feeling unsafe. I always struggle when he is away.

Maybe I should bring them both into bed with me tonight? My mind always gets anxious and thinks up horror scenarios like a freak fire in the middle of the night or someone breaking in and snatching them at the best of times when he is away.

It's all so sad, where is she? Is she alive? How scared she must feel. What if she thinks no one is looking for her? Trying to keep warm and wondering if Mummy will ever find her? Breaks my heart. Another day closes with no real news, the nights are always so lonely

Bring them into bed if it will make you more at ease I had Maci in bed with me last night. I completely know what you mean about the scenarios your mind make ups.

 

[nikkip75]

As for his mindset. I don't know I was wondering this too. Do you think he may have had some sort of break down? Looking at his history. Ex soldier, split from his GF recently, he was living in squalor and later lost his home then he was homeless and probably living in his car. Not making excuses for him but I suppose this is what the police are doing. Building up a profile of him. I find those people who build these profiles so interesting. They can see into peoples mind

 

[Jem_x3]

Ugh. Ian is away and so I doubt I'll sleep tonight with this playing on my mind. Brings back all the stuff with Sian last year: The hope, the constant checking on news and waiting for reports, putting up posters, going out looking forthe car they were trying to locate... Taking down the posters then finding out her killer lived literally seconds from me. Couldn't sleep then for fear and feeling unsafe. I always struggle when he is away.

Maybe I should bring them both into bed with me tonight? My mind always gets anxious and thinks up horror scenarios like a freak fire in the middle of the night or someone breaking in and snatching them at the best of times when he is away.

It's all so sad, where is she? Is she alive? How scared she must feel. What if she thinks no one is looking for her? Trying to keep warm and wondering if Mummy will ever find her? Breaks my heart. Another day closes with no real news, the nights are always so lonely

Oh hun I'm so sorry you feel like that That must have been so difficult for you and everyone involved.. do whatever you need to make you and your LO's feel safe, if that means cuddling with them all night then so be it. Keep them close to you

 

[Quackquack99]

I was one that raised an eyebrow at April playing out at 7pm but now I completely understand that it is all irrelevant because there is a family that is suffering so much. I watched April's mum appeals and I broke down and cried. No parents deserve to be put through that at all.

 

[Jem_x3]

As for his mindset. I don't know I was wondering this too. Do you think he may have had some sort of break down? Looking at his history. Ex soldier, split from his GF recently, he was living in squalor and later lost his home then he was homeless and probably living in his car. Not making excuses for him but I suppose this is what the police are doing. Building up a profile of him. I find those people who build these profiles so interesting. They can see into peoples mind

This has been played with a few times and is entirely plausible. He apparently lost 2 homes, his job and split up with his girlfriend. He may have even been denied access to his children. Maybe that's who he was going to see. they went home and an opportunity arose? Maybe April's parents were backing up the ex girlfriend. It is completely possible this is a revenge thing. I hope it is and he's doing it to spite them. I hope he isn't a monster who has hurt her. I hope she's hidden somewhere and that's why he won't talk because he wants them to suffer. I hope she's out there somewhere alive. She may be alone and cold and maybe hungry but that still means theres huge hope in finding her.. So many possibilities right now..

 

[mumj18]

Will there be another PC tonight does anyone know? X x