From the moment i found out i was pregnant, i was determined to breastfeed. Formula wasn't an option to me. I bought no equipment to aid bottle feeding. I researched and read up on why breastfeeding was the best decision for us.
My reasons for breastfeeding for me were:
- No periods
- Helps to aid weight loss
- Nobody taking him away from me - only i could feed him.
- Helps decrease risk of heart disease, ovarian and breast cancer, and osteoporosis
- Helps to create an immensely close bond with my baby
- I wanted the satisfaction of knowing i was feeding Leni, keeping him alive
- Less likely to develop PND, as i have a history of depression i really wanted to minimise the risk
- Convenience! I was tooooo lazy to bottle feed
- Financially it would cost us nothing
And for Leni:
- The best, natural, tailored, balanced and comforting nutrition
- Boosts immunity
- Less chance of developing obesity, ezcema, diabetes etc
- Help protect against many serious illnesses
- Reduces risk of SIDS, something i was terrified of
Leni arrived 6 weeks premature by emergency section and i didn't see or hold him for 24 hours. I was terrified that i wouldn't be able to breastfeed. However, i had lots of skin to skin, expressed exclusively (Leni had no suck), and then by the time he was around a week old he latched. My positioning and latch were correct, however i have very flat nipples so we used a nipple sheild for several weeks. I managed to wean us off the sheilds, which was very hard work! I've also had mastitis, sore nipples, cracked nipples, people judging me .... the lot.
However, i believe sheer determination has got me through!
I am so glad and happy that i am breastfeeding. It was the best decision for me, not to mention Leni! There are so many proven health benefits for the both of us that i just had to do it! I will definately be breastfeeding with my next baby, there's not a reason why i wouldn't. Once you get going it is so easy!