stacergirl
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Hi ladies, I hope it is okay to post in here, I don't want to upset anyone by doing so but not sure where I belong. I know I don't fully understand what any of you are going through, and I am very sorry for you losses, however today we determined that baby A didn't make it. We saw him/her on the screen in 2 different ultrasounds, we even heard the heartbeat. Our last ultrasound was just 10 days ago and the baby had a heartbeat of 150, yet today there was no heartbeat at all. The baby is still there, which is the hard part for me. Don't get me wrong, I am extremely gratetful for Baby B which is growing and still has a strong heartbeat, but i can't help but mourn the loss of Baby A. I'm thankful for having gotten pregnant at all as we had been trying for 2 years, and had to resort to IVF, I 'm thankful we got pregnant on our first round of IVF, and I am thankful for having the opportunity to have been pregnant with twins for a short period, but after hearing both heartbeats, I as attached and was hoping both of these babies would make it. Its hard to accept the fact that your baby's heartbeat just stopped within the last 10 days. Now i wait to see if I miscarry the one since it was close to my cervix, or if it is just absorbed. My poor little baby, we will miss you.