Found some disturbing news today..

[xsugarplumx]

Okay, so I guess it isn't 'disturbing.' but I couldn't think at all because of it. My Mother in law told my husband and I she's expecting a baby around September. I don't know why I can't force myself to be happy for her.. I mean, the guy she's pregnant with, they have been dating less than a month (they were FWB before.), and she has 2 kids already including my hubby, and he has like at least 4 kids that I know about.. she also JUST got out of a realtionship with her ex husband, and is on the re bound.. I just don't understand.

I guess, I'm insanely jealous. My husband and I have been trying for 1+ years now, and within less than a month (first try I'm assuming.) She got pregnant.. I'm just hurt. Really hurt. Me and her are very close and I'm trying to be happy, but I just can't. I hate myself for it. How do I overcome this?

 

[Yo_Yo]

I can see how that's tough honey,

When your trying a year and someone falls pregnant, seemingly through being a bit careless it's annoying.

My advice is to keep a little distance until you've processed the news.

Sending you baby dust

 

[xsugarplumx]

Thank you.

 

[pinkribbon]

I agree with yo_yo,

I really see how it can be tough, it's hard not be jealous of strangers, even harder when it's someone you know.