Frustrated!

[katieebugg]

So AF was almost 5 full days late, I had lower back pain, headache, nausea, exhaustion and intense cramping for weeks before....I was feeling hopeful but confused and unsure, tested twice and they were both negative and then today, AF showed her horrid (and heavy) face and now I am not only disappointed but so incredibly discouraged. SO is leaving on the 26th to go work out of town until the end of March and I'm not expected to ovulate until the 5/6 January and we might not get the opportunity....

Devastated

Wishing the rest of you that BFP you're hoping for and baby dust!!