Mal, I hope your blood pressure levels out.
Amanda, I was giggling about your being hot. I don't know why, it's not funny. I guess it is funny, maybe more amazing, your little one can change so much.
Candice, when does your dh come home. I don't sleep when my dh is gone, but I do get online more when he's gone. I think I could use a little time with him away for a bit. Just to be.
9, where is your dh?
Pam, thank you so much for your kind words. I'm going to be fine. I need to stay positive, and I'm putting a lot of effort into that right now. Thanks for being here.
Katie, no more pink stuff, right? I should go read your journal. I've been online too much this week with everything going on and soon I'll get back to normal, okay?
Okay, no more sorries, okay? I love you all and I appreciate your support and compassion, but it's time to just be okay because if I'm not I'll never get another chance. I want another chance. Please pray and hope I bleed soon. What a weird thing to say, I know, but it has to happen and sooner is better than later. I'm DONE being sad, this baby will always have a piece of my heart even though I never got to know him or her, but even the babies that I've lost wouldn't want me to be sad. I know the ones that are here don't. They think that if I'm crying the world is ending so I have to stop it.
mummylove, I wanted to look at your chart and it's gone. Can I see it again? Just once more, pretty please?