Well, I'm not really that strong, it's more like I'm a weenie. You know how when a little kid falls and looks to his mom to see her reaction? If she freaks and says oh poor baby the child will cry even if it shouldn't have been that bad. That's what I'm doing. Every time someone feels sorry for me I feel sorry for myself. It helped at first because I needed to think it all through. But now I've spent so much time thinking myself through the same circle and coming to the same conclusions it's just making me sad doing the same thing I've already done. I don't want to be this way. I want to be okay. Dh and were talking about bding to try to get some cramps going. We are to fly next week and I need it to be over by then. Bding I'm still having a hard time with that thought, I think that will get to me.
9, I know nothing about Lupas. Do you have a simple site I could learn a little about it from?
Mal, I don't even know what to tell you about your bp. It just has to get better oryour pregnancy is going to seem so long.
Mari, thank you dear. Is the bloating related to constipation? That's miserable.
Amanda, I can't believe you are already getting so close. That's amazing. My dd will be in Seattle next week, I think. I wanted to have bows ready but she wouldn't like thst anyway. She's such a shy person and shed think I was nits for talking to ladies I don't know irl online. I can mail them. Do you like little bows or big ones? Did you get your ds training pants altered. Sometimes I just wo der how they turned out.
Andella, I think your baby's heartrate sounds fine, especially so early. I have seen that's lots of times, they start out slower and them get faster. I think you're fine.
Katie, I didn't get to watch your video. It's blocked after 10pm and I'm too tires to go unblock at the moment.
Megg, you'll be preggo soon. Yay!!!
Nite girls.