I'm so sorry hun. 4 boys is such a blessing you are very lucky, things happen for a reason, who knows you may have loads of grandaughters one day but i am sure you will have atleast one and you can spoil her rotton. I was my nans only grandaughter she wished for a daughter so much but had 2 boys everyone told me how happy i.made her when i was born, my nan made me feel like the most special girl in the world i was so close with her i lost her at 18 but every time i thibk of her my heart warms as i know how special i was to.her how happy i made her life and how special she was to me.. Ive never had a really close relationship with.my mum like i did with my nan, think positive hun look to the future there is still hope of having a beautiful girl in your life if not your own daughter a grandaughter one of your sons can bless you with, enjoy your sons then enjoy your grandkids don't be sad xxx