Hello all. I have just joined this forum today. Thought theres a 50% chance i'll need it. I desperately want a little girl and I have already convinced myself that im having a boy but I am already feeling very depressed and just want to cry. My partner just physically cannot understand. It's his first but my second. I had my boy young and struggled to bond with him as he got older because of some things that happened. I figured that a baby girl would be a fresh start for us all. A clean canvas. I know i'll bond with her no problem but a boy... I just don't know how i'll feel. I feel all these emotions. Guilt, sadness, anxiety. I feel so incredibly bad as a person. So selfish. Any advice? How will I cope if the news is boy? Will I get over it? I love the baby already whatever it is. The fact that I feel guilty proves that. Urgh I dont know I'm so worried about all this!! HELP!