I feel my life is back to normal now. All thats changed is I have to take Isobelle with me (and everything bar the kitchen sink). Only thing thats changed is weekends, me and OH would go out shopping Saturdays and get a little, ahem, tipsy, then I would work Sundays. We still do go shopping on Saturdays, I just dont do the tipsy bit lol..he does, grrrr!
I LOVE Fridays, but dread Mondays because I know OH is back to work. I am not a very confident person, and when he first went back to work, she was 2weeks old, I felt
sick. What if this happens? How will I cope? But I did. I remember just feeding her whenever she cried and wondered why she was puking, but now I am alot better and try everything else before resorting to the bottle. Looking back, I have come along way since then. I am not
totally confident with her, still get nervous espeically when venturing out the house, but I am alot better, and so will you be.
Can you not taking LO in pram to go and see your horses? They probably missing you! I have a friend, who used to take her relaxer/bouncy chair with her to the stables lol whilst she sorted her horses out and found that the fresh (hmmm horse manuer fresh lol) air made her LO zonk out hahaha!! Her LO is now 3 and LOVES horses
I didn't believe it when people kept saying "it does get easier" I thought, you would bloody say that, hahaha, and I was going mad in 4 walls wondering what I was doing wrong, but, in the past couple of weeks, Isobelle rarely cries and she also sleeps through, so when she does cry now, or wakes up during night, I panic all over again thinking "oooh dears whats wrong" because I'm not used to it anymore lol!!
Sorry I have rambled sweetie, just trying to make you feel a little reassured. I never thought I would get to 15weeks with Isobelle, I swore I was gonna do something wrong and social would take her away
but here I am being told I am doing perfectly. Your life will never be the same now, but it has changed for the better
xxx