Thank you so much for the advice and support you guys.
To put it lightly, yesterday was a rollercoaster of emotions for me. Without getting into too many specifics, my FIL has been really sick for the past few months from this really rare disease. He is the strongest man I know, and I honestly cannot believe he has made it through these past few months. Last night, he summoned us all to the hospital (he's in ICU) and told us that he can't go through it anymore. Basically, he called us all there to say goodbye. It was the most heartwrenching experience I have ever been through - seeing my husband and SIL have to go through this. I wanted more than anything to tell my father-in-law about me being pregnant to give him something to fight for, but it's still so soon...
I swear life has a really sick sense of humor sometimes. I went from being on cloud 9 in the morning, to having my heart wrenched out in the evening. And watching my husband go through this is so incredibly hard. It's breaking my heart and I just really need this
to be the real deal.
Did a lot of praying last night for my father-in-law and for this little bean. Hopefully someone up there was listening.
If AF doesn't show up on Friday like she's supposed to, I will make a doctor's appointment for next week.