Good Morning!
How are you all feeling? Anxious I bet to start BDing again!
Ditto!
Well, I wanted to share this with you, I had a horribly stressful and upsetting dream last night. I saw that my Father called me to tell me that his girlfriend just had a baby! Mind you my Father has remarried since he and my Mum divorced 25 years ago and he is happily married with his second wife (the 17 years they've been married). So as you can Imagine I was shocked to hear that!! When I asked where my Stepmother was and if she knew he told me she was in hospital because she didn't take the news very well. So I went to the hospital to visit her and she was distraught, she couldn't believe my Father would actually do this to us! So to cut what felt like a long dream
.nightmare short , my Father brought his gf and the newborn at the hospital for us to meet! I was soooo mad at him I started shouting at him and told him all sorts, including that the "thing" (referring to the baby) should have been aborted and that he is an A*****le for destroying out family! I woke up with heart palpitations and soaking from cold sweats! I actually felt and still do (I know call me crazy, it's only a dream) guilty for pointing at the little baby girl and telling him that she shouldn't have lived basically! OMG what does all this mean?? Now, I am getting paranoid that I will never be able to have children!
I am wacko, I know!
LOL
Anyway, wanted to share this crazy dream with you girls.
Jos, that is so nice of you to find time to make me an animation Sig. You are probably very busy studying and preparing your Essays, so no stress, make it whenever you get sometime. No rush.