Well I've never really heard God talking to me before. I've never been SUPER secure with my relationship with him in the past. I grew up with him in my life, but I always tried to Control things and never just gave them to God. So over the last year I've had some real Ups and Downs! So the last couple months I just gave it all to him!!
So the first confimation, I was starting to think that It was all just in my head. Maybe it wasn't him talking to me, maybe it was just me REALLY hoping so! So I got kinda down, then I decided to pray. I sat down by myself and just started praying, and I got so Comforted! Just completely secure with what I felt and heard, and I felt/heard it all over again but more so! There was NO doubt in my mind that I wasn't pregnant! So I talked to my Husband and told him that I am. He said Okay! You're pregnant! So over the last couple weeks we've just been acting like I am, telling our Son that his baby sister (We know its a girl) is on her way, and telling him she's in mama's tummy.
So one day I was taking a bath. And out of no where, I looked at my husband and said "I'm Pink!" he looked at me and said "...Y-yeah?.." haha Then I explained, "I'm Pink! I'm pregnant with our baby girl." So then that night I went on my Facebook and updated my status to "Is Pink" (Got a weird remark cause anyone who knows me, knows that I really don't like Pink. It is NOT my colour.)
Anyways, so I went shopping the next day. Just walking around and saw baby girl clothes. I went over and said a silent prayer asking for a confirmation. I said, If I find a new born outfit that says "Baby Girl" on it, I'll buy it and that will be my confirmation. (We decided to call her baby girl while she's in the womb - also its what my husband called me while we were dating)
So I didn't find one. I was a little let down. I left there telling myself that God does not always give confirmations. The next day I had to go back there. I saw the rack of baby clothes again and decided I didn't need to look. But somewhere across the street there was a thrift store for babies and toddlers, and I kept feeling a pull there. I decided not to go. I felt it was just me wanting that confirmation SO bad. So I went and sat outside of City Hall and read a story to my son. But then he wanted to go look around at all the statues around the area, which led me back to the thrift store, so I went in. I started looking at all the girl clothes again. Not looking at anything bigger. I just wanted to find the new born "Baby Girl" onesie. Halfway down the rack I come across a 12 month old shirt with a large P on it and a picture of Piglet. And down the side is the word "Pink" PINK!! It took me a few moments to make the connection but after I did I was excited and shocked! Pink! I've never seen a shirt with the word Pink on it, (although I'm sure there's many) Then I looked at the 'P' and just thought 'P' stands for Pregnant, and "Pink" means with a girl! I was so amazed! I've been carrying it around the house with me everywhere.
Plus there's different symptoms I'm getting - SUPER weepy, a little more urination, SUPER HUNGRY, and my breasts are getting sore. Headaches, and sore back, Cramps less intense than PMS cramps, and tired.
I took a test yesterday and it was negative, but I haven't lost faith or hope. I have to wait a few more days and then I'll have my proof.
Also, a few days ago, there was ONE tiny drop of blood on my toilet paper.
WHEW, sorry for the novel, but yeah...
Sounds promising!
