Going absolutely mad!!!!

[Mummybritt]

Okay so I have mental issues, yes, and I was warned I may struggle mentally during and after pregnancy.
But oh my god, I feel like I am loosing it!!
Today I cut up all my boyfriends clothes and walked away from him.
I know at the time I was definitely really angry and I wanted to stab him and burn his shit in the middle of the street, but I calmed myself down and cut his clothes instead? Every piece of clothing.
I now can't even remember what I was angry for and if I should've been mad in the first place. I never know if how I see things is correct, I never know if I'm overreacting and now I feel so bad. It took me 5 hrs to process what I had done and then I had an anxiety attack for 2 hrs.
Every day is a mental struggle!!!!! I'm so confused!

 

[ClairAye]

Maybe you should tell this to your midwife or GP so you can get extra support? Sorry you are having a rough time

 

[x__amour]

Sorry you're having a rough time. This is definitely something that should be brought up with your doctor.

 

[allie_j]

I think you definitely need to make an appointment with a doctor ASAP and they will help you find counseling or suitable medication. Have you told your boyfriend about your mental health problems, so he knows why you're cutting up his stuff? He's likely to be as confused and worried as you are.

 

[tinymumma]

I have a few serious mental health issues, so I can feel where you're coming from xox I haven't had an episode since I've been with my man but I've gotten very close. It's a constant daily struggle and I agree with the other girls about letting your midwife know. My OH knows about my problems and does his best to support me (which isn't easy). These things take time to manage but with the right support network, you will find it a lot easier