Going crazy cd35 - Now CD 40 :(

[Berri]

So I'm on cd35 had a very vivid dream last night I was pregnant. Too scared to buy test... Waiting til cd39 (longest cycle 38 days usually). Talk me in off the ledge please ladies and take my mind off it!!!

I don't want to spend money on tests to see stark white. Also I can't get out of the house secretly to get one as dh has his nan here....

The only "stick" I could find was an opk that expired 2008!!!! I STILL used it it has a pink test line... it did nothing to satiate my desire to poas!!!

 

[Naaxi]

Lol I am also in limbo. I am still slowly getting back normal periods after my little girl was born last year, and she is still nursing, so I have no idea if or when I ovulated... on cd 31 and accidentally in the tww but would be thrilled. Waking to pee in the middle of the night and haven't done that since I was pregnant. This waiting thing is killing me, so I'd be happy to wait with you. Do you have any symptoms? Are you ttc?

 

[Berri]

More ntnp than ttc. No symptoms to speak but didn't really have any with ds1 or 2 until 6wks or so.

That would be nice to have your babies close together.

I have to take ds2 to his swimming lesson tomorrow so will probably drop by the chemist in the way home even though I know I shouldn't!!

 

[campn]

I am so with you there! I need to be stopped!
I think it's an addiction. We need an intervention.

 

[Naaxi]

Hello! Sorry for being away today, busy day. Did you go to the chemists? Did you pee on a stick?!!!

 

[Berri]

Haha yes and yes. Bfn

But at least I'm not feeling the urge to test anymore!!

How are you?

 

[Berri]

CD38 - BFN. WTF is going on?! No symptoms of AF either. Strange cycle so the only thing I can think is that my PCOS is flaring up and my hormones are running amok...

 

[Berri]

So here I am CD40, no AF and no idea! Anyone have any ideas?! I am starting to google "pregnant but negative hpt" . I have more hpt left but I sort of don't want to use it, surely if I was pregnant I'd have tested +ve by now.

We dtd on cd13, 14, 17, 21, 24 and 33 this month (please don't judge me on my lack of frequency ) so surely at cd40 I would have SOMETHING by now!

I keep checking for AF. Last night I saw a very very very faint hint of blood on the tp so thought it would be any time. Nothing last night. Nothing this morning....

 

[Berri]

Ha ha as is often the way, wouldn't you know AF arrived! At least I know where I'm at now!