Annie - Great news about just ordering a different crib. the EXACT same thing happened to us with a portable kitchen cart that we ordered...we spent ages deciding which to get, ordered it, just to be told it was no longer being made and we needed to start over...I think I decided on the new one in about 15 minutes...NOT that I'm saying you did that with the crib
obviously that is SO MUCH MORE IMPORTANT than a kitchen cart...hehehehe.
So this weekend is your party, right???? When do you go for the ultrasound????
Karissa -- I think once Rock & I decided to "wait" a few months, and we knew that we would be going the IVF route, we too grew closer and started actually having FUN in the bedroom again! It became all about having a baby and less about being in love and and just enjoying ourselves and each other..Now, there is NO pressure! I know it will happen for us soon, and that is good enough for me... Have fun while you can..... So excited for your trip
OK, so, I guess I didn't really start AF when I thought I did...See, we BD'd on Sunday and there was bright red blood...A little bit...so I immediately thought, well this is it!! And promptly put a tampon in...Now, this is WAY TMI, but here goes...That day, that night and the whole next day and night and pretty much yesterday, there was barely anything on the tampons when I changed them...so, I could have gotten away with a liner or nothing at all...othere than I have been crazy busy and was so super afraid that AF would start full force at the worst time so I just kept with tampons..and it was always brown and very little to it..So, I didn't have AF red blood again until TODAY.. Like this morning..So, I guess I jumped the gun...I refigured and I guess my cycle was really 33 days long...Which is still better than 35 I guess! Oh well.
AND, so, tomorrow we go to Portland, go to dinner, stay overnight and do the SA...We are going to produce AT the hotel (sounds SOOO shady!!!
) and bring it to the office.....I am kinda freaking out....First, we need to call down for the car.....so, do we call BEFORE we...well...you know??? Also, I assume we should be all showered and packed to leave too...Because we have an hour...It will probably take 15 mins to get there...maybe a little more...So I am just worried about logistics and timing and not ruining the moment....And it is morning commute traffic in the "big" city....And we have to keep it "warm"...So I guess I'll put it in my armpit...Sigh...
Okay, I am also really nervous about the results this time...Remember before we JUST got the NUMBER and nothing else....This is a specialist...So we will get all the gory details..What if all of his guys are duds???? What if the number is way off and even LOWER...remember, it was like 750,000 or something ridiculously low...What if we are basically given no chance?
Girls, I'm not going to lie...I'm am so nervous and I'm really going to need you until we get the results...and then even more once we get them..
I'm going to call tomorrow and talk to the nurse and ask her when we should set up the next appointment where we talk about the results so then we have a plan....
And don't even get me started on the TICK situation here in Maine.......
We had such a mild winter and really warm spring that they are out like mad...they are on people and animals like CRAZY...I have taken THREE off my doggie in the past few weeks alone and its only May!! I cannot imagine what it is going to be like once it dries out
I was hoping for you too but you have a plan and an appointment so you will have your baby soon 
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I even dreamed a positive which really messed with my head but checked again and negative...
I am so sorry 
