I would, as well. I had an mc and two possible chemicals before getting my rainbow -- my entire pregnancy was hard....because I was so worried and anxious, I never thought of the end result, just concentrated on the day-to-day. I worried before every scan and even when LO was kicking or hitting me, I still worried!
In a way, though, it was good that I worried so much -- when I developed high blood pressure at 32wks, I went straight to the GP and at 34wks, when slight protein was found in my urine, I was so carefully monitored which gave me some security, and nothing was greater than my LO being born healthy and happy at 36wks (due to my severe pre-eclampsia).
I wish I could have enjoyed my pregnancy more, but am making up for that with loads of cuddles and fun with my LO!
best wishes