**Update**
Hi guy thanks for the replies!
I cried myself to sleep last night david was up making me teas and giving me cuddles for hours even though hes got work today poor sod!
All because the first thing that happened just as I closed my eyes was I suddenly got a metal image of me laying in a pool of blood. so basically me miscarrying in my sleep and I was getting pains VERY low down (where my pubes stop growing low TMI).
So I was scared to close my eyes and try to sleep after that
I have a midwife appt at 3.30 to check heart beat!
I just recieved my doppler from Rebaby (thank you!) and after 30 mins of searching found a heartbeat!
although it sounded like a train at first then disapeared and I found it on the otherside and it sounded like a horse galloping then i heard the train noise with the horse galloping noise and then they started slowing fading out together and being replaced by the noise of someone walking up wooden stairs in a echoy house kind of thing, strange...
ohhh turns out the place where I was getting pains last night is where I finally found the heartbeat today
Kind of reasured by that
but still going to see midwife of course just incase, she'll know its defodefo baby!!