londonbird
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Ugh wasnt sure wether to post in miscarriage bit or here..so hope its okay eitherway.
Had my implant fitted on the 20th and just.. it feels like waiting is 10000 times worse since I had it, the pain in my arm is a constant reminder that I have to wait.
We had a miscarriage 7 weeks ago, my oh was there and looked after me but was very much saying he didnt want to see me in that mess again and I was to get the implant ASAP. For a few weeks I said no, argued, said he was to to use contraception if he wanted, but basically deadlock..no sex..or me being angry at not being able to have sex. He knows I dont want the implant
Have been getting worse migraines since I had it and now this weekend have had very severe ones, numb face/arm and had to wear my eyepatch just to go down the road basically. I am going to go back to doc about this. But OH will assume I just want it out so am making any excuse!
I dunno just feeling so withdrawn, went to doc, he said oh its normal to feel awful after miscarriage. Told him I'm not eating, only go out for work and gym. He just said. He was sorry. Am down to 7st 12 atm. I just cant be bothered to eat, feel so so low.
Feel so alone, my whole family are abroad atm..and my partner just..well.. twists everything and says..oh I am making him stressed, he will walk out or.. makes it all about HIM. When it isnt, I am still grieving and I dont want to wait to try at all. Feel like I am being tortured with this sodding implant!
Anyways sorry for the rant, just feeling really lost, did email samaritans, but they really cant say much ..its very PC their replies..
Thanks in advance guys
Had my implant fitted on the 20th and just.. it feels like waiting is 10000 times worse since I had it, the pain in my arm is a constant reminder that I have to wait.
We had a miscarriage 7 weeks ago, my oh was there and looked after me but was very much saying he didnt want to see me in that mess again and I was to get the implant ASAP. For a few weeks I said no, argued, said he was to to use contraception if he wanted, but basically deadlock..no sex..or me being angry at not being able to have sex. He knows I dont want the implant
Have been getting worse migraines since I had it and now this weekend have had very severe ones, numb face/arm and had to wear my eyepatch just to go down the road basically. I am going to go back to doc about this. But OH will assume I just want it out so am making any excuse!
I dunno just feeling so withdrawn, went to doc, he said oh its normal to feel awful after miscarriage. Told him I'm not eating, only go out for work and gym. He just said. He was sorry. Am down to 7st 12 atm. I just cant be bothered to eat, feel so so low.
Feel so alone, my whole family are abroad atm..and my partner just..well.. twists everything and says..oh I am making him stressed, he will walk out or.. makes it all about HIM. When it isnt, I am still grieving and I dont want to wait to try at all. Feel like I am being tortured with this sodding implant!
Anyways sorry for the rant, just feeling really lost, did email samaritans, but they really cant say much ..its very PC their replies..
Thanks in advance guys