This probably sounds awful but after my son was born I had a brief few weeks battling depression they gave me anti depressants and I wouldn't take them, I pulled myself together but was the worst few weeks of my life, I didn't quiet realise how low I was till I look back, but the last week or two I can feel it creeping back, my son is 18 months and such a handful I just can't seem to cope, right this moment it's nearly 5pm he's not slept all day he's pulling out a draw he shouldn't be, he's been hitting, head butting and biting me cause he's so tired and wants his own way I literally have zero energy left to deal with it, I'm self employed and have work in one hour, my husband works 6 days a week and just felt I needed to see if anyone else can relate to my feelings? Extremely emotional and fragile right now! Would love some support, I'm 10+4 and hoping in 2 weeks when I see that baby is ok I'll b a it calmer x