Poshie
Mummy to Boy & Girl
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Mrs D . I have been thinking about your question. I don't know if it's different for me because I never saw my baby-he/she didn't grow, right from the beginning. Having said that the big big trauma for me was thinking it was all fine and having symptoms. My body looked pregnant. I even grew a sac for baby to live in, but it wasn't meant to be. So 3 months spent looking forward to our scan, only to find no baby. Blighted ovum is a horrid term I think. My way of coping, like some other girls is concentrating on getting pg again. I want it sooo much. I also use the tactic of trying not to think back to that awful day and trying not to remember how many weeks I would have been etc. The other morning last week, I was out walking the dog and started crying, just like that. All because I was remembering. I have been thinking I've been doing pretty well but that was a reminder that the pain is still there. So yes, the experience has changed me, but I'm hoping it will get easier in time.