aidensxmomma
4 on Earth, Many in Heaven
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Sometimes I feel like maybe I shouldn't have another baby. I'm really worried about having another one. I am definitely worried about how long it's going to take. It took me about 13 months to get pregnant with my youngest. And my cycles are really long and irregular (on cycle day 71 right now). It's going to be heartbreaking if it takes that long (or longer) again.
Also, I know that I'm going to be an absolute nervous wreck when I get pregnant and even more when I have a newborn. I lost my youngest daughter suddenly to SIDS when she was 3 1/2 months old. It's been almost two years since then. I've been spending a lot of time with my best friend and her 5 month old daughter. I can't sleep when I'm around the baby if there's not someone else awake. I'm not sure how I'm going to handle it when I have my own.
I really do want another baby (or two or three ) but I think now that I have a TTC date and am not waiting indefinitely anymore, it seems more real and I'm starting to get cold feet. Is this normal?
Also, I know that I'm going to be an absolute nervous wreck when I get pregnant and even more when I have a newborn. I lost my youngest daughter suddenly to SIDS when she was 3 1/2 months old. It's been almost two years since then. I've been spending a lot of time with my best friend and her 5 month old daughter. I can't sleep when I'm around the baby if there's not someone else awake. I'm not sure how I'm going to handle it when I have my own.
I really do want another baby (or two or three ) but I think now that I have a TTC date and am not waiting indefinitely anymore, it seems more real and I'm starting to get cold feet. Is this normal?