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oh and I hope its soon too!! I just keep thinking this cant be real! and there going to tell me they made a mistake lol so once I've see my midwife perhaps it will sink in properly! x

 

I know so do I!! lol I said to her im not entirely sure when my last AF was but i suppose I'll soon find out lol im quite excited now yay

 

I will prob see my midwife first I'm hoping its gonna be soon I can't waitttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt lol then i'll know more hopefully x

 

luckily I haven't been sick lol infact I haven't really had any of the pregnancy symptoms! apart from sore boobies but thats stopped now! quite lucky I feel hahahaha x

 

Hello all,

just to update u all, I started bleeding again monday, I was down the hospital monday and yesterday and they confirmed I actually did loose the baby with the first bleed, Im so annoyed and angry with my doctor for telling me I definately was pregnant after the bleed and being so unhelpfull. I feel like such a fool for telling people I was then not then was now not agian! I might just make a complaint to my doctors surgery cause my doctor has been so unhelpfull through all of this, when I started bleeding monday, she just said yeah your probably having a miscarriage just go home and lay down, its a good job you didnt tell your parents u were pregnant! she didnt check me or anything! sorry for moaning and going on but she has really messed with my head! thanks for all your lovely comments when I thought I was anyway thanks for being here for me xx

 

Thanks lovelies, I will definately make a complaint I think as I had the midwife leaving me shitty messages all day on my answer phone yesterday too, they obviously dont talk to eachother there! then when I phoned back she said I dont need to worry about u now then! im soooooooooooooooo annoyed x

 

I know there absolutely useless, but I am o.k in myself with how I feel just angry with how i've been treated! x