Feeling so refreshed after my mini vacation to see the family.. Got to meet my 2 week old Goddaughter, but when I left sat in the car for about 15 mins bawling. It sucks that I can't even be genuinely happy for others because I want this so much.. Just so frustrated right now.. Thought this might be our month because everything was becoming "normal" (cycles 28 days, OPKs + on CD14) but this month no +OPK and feeling extremely depressed about it all.. Just wish that things would even out and stay that way.. Sorry for ranting and raving, but needed to get that off my chest..