ocdformusic
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Yes...I literally feel like I am not in control sometimes..and especially today...just venting. I am even having irrational thoughts thats my b/f is cheating on me just because he didn't call me on his way home from work like he usually does...I have been crying off and on for the past 2 hours...b/f and I don't live together as of yet..but will be shortly. He usually comes over on Friday nights but my stupid apt complex has only a limited amount of parking passes (stupid)...so between that and then him not calling...I kind of got short with him...
I noticed that my mood swings, crying really heightens when I am extremely nauseated...its gotten so bad this past week. I am currently 6.5 weeks pregnant...my first signs of pregnancy were sore bbs and sensitive to smells...then it just allll started building and building..the nausea just keeps building and my mood just keeps getting more sour..and just highly irrational too..and I noticed I am very angry a lot too..okay enough negativity here...on a wondrous positive note...we saw the heartbeat and I guess because my appt was with really high tech equipment..the technician had us HEAR it too. that was breathtaking.
Anyway...I have 2 cats..and I have just been laying in bed crying to them...its nuts...anyway...
Has anyone else had irrational thinking like bf or hubby is cheating or just really stupid thoughts taht should not be there and you have a hard time shaking it?
I appreciate your feedback. Thanks in advance.