The day before (the friday) I was frustrated as I was running 2 weeks late and I wanted to try everything possible to go into labour naturally as if I didn't by the saturday evening they were going to induce me, and this filled me with horror. I wanted to be in control so I tried everything from drinking gallons of rasperberry leaf, going to the toilet from eating lots of prunes. sex and a sweep!
I went into labour thankfully in the early hours of Saturday morning, 4am, I was relieved but I was scared as I knew it was all going to happen from that point on and would have to keep my cool and remember everything from the ante natel classes and what I had read. I was pacing around the house right up until 10am having contractions while DH was snoring away in bed blissfully (he wanted to conserve all his energy for me for when we finally went to the hospital). I was aggitated as I wanted to get to the hospital straight away but my waters hadnt broken. I went anyway as I was in immense pain after the tens machine failed to work for me, they just offered me a few strong painkillers and would you believe sleeping tablets and sent me home again!! They didnt want to know unless my waters had broken. was not impressed as I didnt want to go home and go back to bed, I was soooo frustrated, I just wanted labour over with. I know it can take some ladies up to a day to give birth but im an impatient person lol. I dont do waiting and all the slow breathing excercises were basically out the window and I was getting in a panic.
So went home and back to bed. by this time it was around midday and was laying in bed still having the contractions obviously that were getting ever closer toether and more intense and as I was drifting in and out of sleep (the pills helped to calm me down)
DH was lying next to me in bed kind of catching up on sleep too..
All of a sudden felt this urge to push and woooosh all the waters broke on the bed. Yucky brown gunk everywhere. Phoned the hospital and they said it sounded like muconium in the waters and to get back down there quick so they could monitor LO. so lucky that I only live 20 mins drive away but was peeved really that i couldnt of done all this at the hospital and not had the discomfort of getting in and out of the car and getting stuck in traffic! Saturday mornings sheer hell.
So back in the hospital I went to the labour ward and then it all started happening quickly I couldnt hold back on the pushing even though I wasnt dialating as much as they would of liked but the doctor told the MW it was ok and to let me go ahead. Turns out though I needed an epi though
and also LO had to be delivered ventouse, but she was out by 4pm
I kind of really rushed my way through labour, I didnt have any further pain relief apart from the Gas and Air and I wasnt nervous but I was kind of in denial about the whole ordeal, in fact I had my eyes shut the entire time lol I didnt really want to know what was happening.
The birth plan also went way out the window, didnt even get a glance in all the confusion and also I wanted to use the pool but I totally forgot about that too, next time hopefully I will be more patient and controlled