Hey guys, I'm writing because I am so terrified right now. Me and SO are coming up on the time we said we'd start trying again to conceive. We agreed we'd start trying in January. But after my miscarriage I'm so scared . Here's a little background: I am 35 years old and in the summer we found out that we were pregnant with twins. This was a shocker to us , because we were not trying. We tried for 2 years for our daughter, who was born December 1st 2016. After such a bad pregnancy we decided that was it. We weren't preventing, which is how we got pregnant this year. We wrapped our minds around having twins. Then we found out one didn't grow and didn't make it. We were sad, because by this point we were preparing for twins. I Went to the doctor they said the other one was doing good, had a heartbeat, and was growing fine. Then a few weeks later I started cramping and bleeding. Went to the hospital and the other had miscarried. So I opted to go home and pass it naturally. This was such a disheartening feeling. So emotional. Afterwards me and SO decided to try again in January, the miscarriage was early Sept. And I'm so scared to go through that again. I don't know how to handle another miscarriage. Please give me your stories.