I know, I know gender swaying probably isnt very reliable if at all I am intelligent enough to know that but desperate enough to cling to hope that I do have some control over this. I have spent some time researching and as soon as I get into it I get so bogged down. The diet side of it especially, I love my food, Im not overweight Im a healthy, normal size but I like my eggs, bananas, I dont do moderation all that well and I have never counted calories to save my life, I havent even weighed myself since having my son in 2010. My husband only finishes in certain positions god bless him, Ive bought a thermometer to track my temperatures in the hope of DTD before ovulation this last one I think I can manage. I just feel like we are destined to have boys. But theres got to be women out there who have had girls who love to eat a crappy diet like me, who DTD whatever time of the month and in deep positions right?! Maybe I dont want this enough if Im not willing to try hard enough? Maybe that means I dont deserve it? Or maybe I dont deserve it if I want this much control and should just leave it in the hands of the gods? Argh I wish I could just let it go and see what happens, I just feel like I will forever think what if if I dont take some action. It just feels like an impossibility right now