I don't post here often...

[Kelly9]

We've just passed the 10 month mark since I delivered my Hannah at 18 weeks, I am also 21 weeks pregnant now with another beautiful little girl, our second chance at raising a daughter.

I cried everyday for Hannah till sometime in second trimester with this little one, it wasn't till a few days ago that I realized I no longer needed to cry everyday and that I hadn't been. Our rainbow "tulip" has brought us much joy which has made the healing of our loss a bit easier to live through. I have from time to time called tulip, Hannah, while mindlessly talking to her but I know my Hannah wouldn't mind because it just shows her how much we love her and still think about her.

This pregnancy is the second hardest thing I think I've ever been/ am going through, it is filled with worry over every little twinge and ache and I pray many times a day that tulip arrives here safe and sound and at full term.

Just wanted to share some thoughts and let you all know that I often think of all you lovely ladies who have just lost or previously lost a child and wish nothing but the best for you and your families.

Tiffany, mama to a beautiful son, a gorgeous angel daughter and my rainbow tulip

 

[Andypanda6570]

I am so so very sorry for your loss of Hannah . Thank you for taking the time to come back for us.. It means a lot.. Wish all the best with your little rainbow
XOXOOXO Andrea

 

[AwesomeSauce]

Thank you so much kelly9. It helps me so much to know that rainbows are on the way. I hope for all of us.

 

[nicksi27]

Hi Kelly im so sorry for the loss of your little Hannah. Im sure she is watching over you all everyday and looking after little tulip. I hope the rest of your pregnancy flies by and you have your rainbow safe and sound before you know it. Ive suffered a loss like you, i lost my son jacob in february and i think about him constantly. Im pregnant at the moment and every little twinge has me in a total panic - all i can do is pray that life isnt so cruel this time round because we love this LO so much already. Sending you and hannah lots of hugs xx

 

[Kelly9]

And sending you and jacob lots of hugs to and rainbow of course I expected my rainbow pregnancy to be difficult just didn't think it would be this difficult. 11 days till V day such an important day but I won't feel relaxed till I've seen 30 weeks.

 

[Dan270511]

Hi this gives me hope! We lost our son Oliver 18/11/12 (( 22+2weeks. He was so beautiful and a very planned much wanted little boy! It's been a week today and I am totally distraught. Thank you for posting it just shows me that it's ok to try again! I never wanted Oliver to feel we have forgotten him. I am sorry for you losses every one and will be looking here to see how you all are.xxxxxx