I feel like I am broken - self pity rant!

[Tinks86]

So, it is CD266 today and no signs of AF coming and constant when I test.
I have seen a fertility specialist and had another scan but I don't get my results/ next appointment until the end of September. I have been taking folic acid for 18 months, vitex for about 4 months and vitD for about 3 months.
I just feel broken and like I am letting my hubby down I know I have to lose weight but as I feel down I just seem to eat more. I know there are people in worse situations and I truly am sorry if I offend/ upset anyone!
I just wish my mum was here to tell me everything will be ok or my dad to give me a big hug (lost them 3 and 12 years ago) hubby is being so supportive which makes me feel guilty, I just wish we could be blessed with a child!
Thanks for reading and sorry again for the pity post x

 

[m.knight]

Do you think / have you been told that losing weight will increase your chance of getting regular cycles and ultimately conceiving? It's a difficult situation to be in, losing weight is hard, I lost 3.5 stone to aid getting pregnant. Don't know if it worked but it can't have made it worse!