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why do we do this to ourselves?!?
I have no idea when i ovulated or how long my cyles will be as i mc last month but based on my cycle being 28 days i would have been 11dpo yesterday when i stupidly did a hpt, of course BFN!
then I made a promise to myself not to poas till monday but ordered some 10mui which arrived today. I got so excited I poas straight away (not fmu)thinking well if people get theres at 9 dpo surely I could well not.
now I'm really down and angry at myself for being so stupid.
surely I'm not the only one who does this to themselves it's just like tormenting yourself!
sorry for long post need to vent and noone would understand unless they've done it themselves!
I have no idea when i ovulated or how long my cyles will be as i mc last month but based on my cycle being 28 days i would have been 11dpo yesterday when i stupidly did a hpt, of course BFN!
then I made a promise to myself not to poas till monday but ordered some 10mui which arrived today. I got so excited I poas straight away (not fmu)thinking well if people get theres at 9 dpo surely I could well not.
now I'm really down and angry at myself for being so stupid.
surely I'm not the only one who does this to themselves it's just like tormenting yourself!
sorry for long post need to vent and noone would understand unless they've done it themselves!