Sorry but this is going to be a self indulged moan!
I am worried, really worried. We have a great year ahead of us with a few holidays, our last one being in Oct.
I have a very strong feeling that we may be ready to want to start TTC after that hol.
Problem being we live in a one bed flat with negative equity! We can't move yet! and dont really know when we will be able to, could be in couple years, could be longer! depends when the market picks up, or mortgage companies change and give us more help!
I really don't think I can wait that long!! All because of wanting/needing an extra room!
We would be in a perfect (as you can be) position in every other way!
It is a constant worry on my mind and upsets me. I find myself trying to force myself to say I want other things like lots of holidays for next couple/few years and have our freedom, but truth be told, I want a family!
I'm sorry for the moan. Thanks for reading if you got this far!xx
I am worried, really worried. We have a great year ahead of us with a few holidays, our last one being in Oct.
I have a very strong feeling that we may be ready to want to start TTC after that hol.
Problem being we live in a one bed flat with negative equity! We can't move yet! and dont really know when we will be able to, could be in couple years, could be longer! depends when the market picks up, or mortgage companies change and give us more help!
I really don't think I can wait that long!! All because of wanting/needing an extra room!
We would be in a perfect (as you can be) position in every other way!
It is a constant worry on my mind and upsets me. I find myself trying to force myself to say I want other things like lots of holidays for next couple/few years and have our freedom, but truth be told, I want a family!
I'm sorry for the moan. Thanks for reading if you got this far!xx