ErinHopeful
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This whole TTC process has been so full of emotion! Anticipation, anxiety, doubt, fear, sadness, and lots of shed tears!
My DH and I have been TTC since Jan 2012. I have PCOS and don't ovulate and have VERY irregular periods ... I've been seeing a RE since May. I've completed 3 rounds of clomid -- with not 1 positive OPK or ovulation. I've completed 1 round of letrazole without a +OPK and am currently awaiting BW to confirm that I did not O.
I know that I'm not alone (this forum proves that) .. but sometimes, it doesn't help me feel any less alone. My husband is my rock and true support, he's the one I talk to, confide in, and cry to. He's so optimistic and helps me to realize the positives in our lives.
I just want a baby, is that too much to as? We have stable careers and are financially stable, we're truly ready! .. it infuriates me to see so many 'kids' and others having babies that they don't want or that they didn't plan ... it hurts!
This is supposed to be a fun and exciting time, ttc, but for me, it's been full of way more sadness than happiness. Even if I could just O, i'd be a little happy!
I'm certain it'll be injectables once I have my BW results .. anyone have any thoughts? successes? or stories about using injectables?
Sorry for my depressive rant ... in my heart I know it'll happen when it's ready, etc ... but it's really difficult for me not to feel like giving up, or feel like it wont ever happen!! In the back of my mind, I really wonder ...
My DH and I have been TTC since Jan 2012. I have PCOS and don't ovulate and have VERY irregular periods ... I've been seeing a RE since May. I've completed 3 rounds of clomid -- with not 1 positive OPK or ovulation. I've completed 1 round of letrazole without a +OPK and am currently awaiting BW to confirm that I did not O.
I know that I'm not alone (this forum proves that) .. but sometimes, it doesn't help me feel any less alone. My husband is my rock and true support, he's the one I talk to, confide in, and cry to. He's so optimistic and helps me to realize the positives in our lives.
I just want a baby, is that too much to as? We have stable careers and are financially stable, we're truly ready! .. it infuriates me to see so many 'kids' and others having babies that they don't want or that they didn't plan ... it hurts!
This is supposed to be a fun and exciting time, ttc, but for me, it's been full of way more sadness than happiness. Even if I could just O, i'd be a little happy!
I'm certain it'll be injectables once I have my BW results .. anyone have any thoughts? successes? or stories about using injectables?
Sorry for my depressive rant ... in my heart I know it'll happen when it's ready, etc ... but it's really difficult for me not to feel like giving up, or feel like it wont ever happen!! In the back of my mind, I really wonder ...