LexyAjMommy
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I had my 12 week nuchal scan about 2 weeks ago...
The U/S tech is a really close friend of mine who, 9 years ago when I was pregnant with DD, worked for my OB/GYN as their ultrasonographer and she told me my first child was a girl. I cried. I wanted a boy so bad- I asked if parts could be added. 9 years later? I wouldn't change a thing about her.
When I got pregnant again, 2 years later, she no longer worked for my OB but since I needed level 2 u/s's- she now worked for the Maternal Fetal Medicine department at Yale and did all my u/s's for my son and told me with joy that I was having a little boy.
9 years later, I love my DD and DS and would have never changed a thing. I have been divorced 5 years and am expecting my first child with my OH. This is his first child. He is an amazing father to my children, in the absence of their own father- who has his own agenda.
At the 12 week Nuchal, the same U/S tech who did my previous ones did this scan, I was elated cause I love her!!! I asked her to look, knowing it was early and baby was cooperative... she said in her opinion it was a girl....
I was heart broken... I think my OH was too. Even though we wish for happy and healthy.. I know he wanted a little boy. He is getting excited thinking of both names but I no longer refer to my belly as him or her.. Its the Baby or Bean... I feel so guilty and so selfish knowing people KILL to have babies of their own and here I am, pregnant first try after Mirena removal, upset that it might be a girl I feel like an idiot!!!!
Sorry for all the background info... I get carried away sometimes
The U/S tech is a really close friend of mine who, 9 years ago when I was pregnant with DD, worked for my OB/GYN as their ultrasonographer and she told me my first child was a girl. I cried. I wanted a boy so bad- I asked if parts could be added. 9 years later? I wouldn't change a thing about her.
When I got pregnant again, 2 years later, she no longer worked for my OB but since I needed level 2 u/s's- she now worked for the Maternal Fetal Medicine department at Yale and did all my u/s's for my son and told me with joy that I was having a little boy.
9 years later, I love my DD and DS and would have never changed a thing. I have been divorced 5 years and am expecting my first child with my OH. This is his first child. He is an amazing father to my children, in the absence of their own father- who has his own agenda.
At the 12 week Nuchal, the same U/S tech who did my previous ones did this scan, I was elated cause I love her!!! I asked her to look, knowing it was early and baby was cooperative... she said in her opinion it was a girl....
I was heart broken... I think my OH was too. Even though we wish for happy and healthy.. I know he wanted a little boy. He is getting excited thinking of both names but I no longer refer to my belly as him or her.. Its the Baby or Bean... I feel so guilty and so selfish knowing people KILL to have babies of their own and here I am, pregnant first try after Mirena removal, upset that it might be a girl I feel like an idiot!!!!
Sorry for all the background info... I get carried away sometimes