I hate her

[TrixieLox]

The that is. I think she's here. Am bleeding (unless the myth of implantation bleeding is true, yeh right). I know deep inside, it's the witch. 2-3 days early. And yet she was 2-3 days late last month, then early again the month before. Weird cycles, which makes it worse.

It's only my third cycle without using any contraceptives so it's not a surprise really. But I am so fed up of thinking 'this is the month' and then being disappointed already. Fed up of allowing myself to think it might be the month.

Tempted to buy a CB Fertility Monitor tomorrow or do I need to if we BD every other day from the moment AF ends? Won't I need to start using it from tomorrow (as imagine that's when AF will come on good and proper)? Any advice?

PS. Just got a phone call, my stepmum's in labour. Excited for her and can't wait to see my little bro or sis but timing is !

 

[Vickie]

Sorry to hear she got you this month

 

[jonnanne3]

I know what you are feeling. I have heard about implantation spotting and I hope that is what is going on with you! Good luck and congratulations with the new brother or sister! Take care!

 

[Carlyanne15]

ah honey, we are in our First month of TTC, i'm on day 35 and i went through my diary at length, my cycle is showing a mix of 30 -48 days. Didnt realise i ws ever up to day 48.
Its weird when you start the quest for a baby, you are always wondering like you say.

I'm going shopping saturday, me and OH are going to get a CB monitor.

Congratulations on getting a little bro or Sis.

My brother has his 2nd on the 12Jan, his lovely and when i held him i was so happy and pleased for them, but still wished it was me

 

[TrixieLox]

My brother has his 2nd on the 12Jan, his lovely and when i held him i was so happy and pleased for them, but still wished it was me

That's exactly how I will feel when I hold me little bro or sis.

O well, one day it'll be me (I hope) and I need to keep telling myself, I've only been trying for 3 months. x

 

[Suz]

Im sorry the bitch got you Have a drink Thats what Im going to do!

Congtats and best wishes for your Stepmom

 

[avistar]

I am sorry for you!!! I would recommend the CBFM and BDing every other day after AF...it seems to be effective for a lot of people. Best of luck Trixs!