Oh I’m so sorry about your dad. Gosh that’s awful.Sending e hugs. I agree that what you feel is so valid. I’m so sorry for your loss. I lost my dad close to my birthday, it was actually the last day he was alive. I’d love to say it gets easier, but the pain just transforms. Today was his birthday, and I’ve cried a bunch 27.5 years later. I hope things will trend in a more uplifting path for you soon. Until then, we are here for any vents.
Oh I’m so sorry about your dad. Gosh that’s awful.