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When I was pregnant with my son my situation was horrible, his birth father became crazy and obsessive and started stalking me and I had to move and quit my job and I actually got together with an abusive ex because I didn't know where else to turn, and even with all of that I didn't feel as bad as I do on occasion now.
I am with a wonderful guy who wants this baby just as much as I do and he is amazing to me and is raising my son as his own and I couldn't ask for anything better, but the hormones! Ugh! One night I wouldn't let him go to sleep because I was crying that I thought he was going to leave me because of all of the crazy hormones and today I got so depressed about something ridiculous, I just wanted to dig a hole and crawl in I was so sad, I could feel the sadness deep in my heart and my arms, it was awful, and I just started crying and he told me he would do anything for me and he's here for me and he will support me no matter what and then I was okay for a minute and then he said something about our room always being messy and I just started crying so hard, I couldn't stop, I was a wreck.. what is wrong with me! Right now I feel fine but it happens daily, I can't stop it, do I need to talk to somebody about this? is it normal? It feels absurd.
I had depression troubles in my past as a preteen and teen but they've been long gone until this pregnancy all of a sudden reminded me how it feels
I am with a wonderful guy who wants this baby just as much as I do and he is amazing to me and is raising my son as his own and I couldn't ask for anything better, but the hormones! Ugh! One night I wouldn't let him go to sleep because I was crying that I thought he was going to leave me because of all of the crazy hormones and today I got so depressed about something ridiculous, I just wanted to dig a hole and crawl in I was so sad, I could feel the sadness deep in my heart and my arms, it was awful, and I just started crying and he told me he would do anything for me and he's here for me and he will support me no matter what and then I was okay for a minute and then he said something about our room always being messy and I just started crying so hard, I couldn't stop, I was a wreck.. what is wrong with me! Right now I feel fine but it happens daily, I can't stop it, do I need to talk to somebody about this? is it normal? It feels absurd.
I had depression troubles in my past as a preteen and teen but they've been long gone until this pregnancy all of a sudden reminded me how it feels