I only have you ladies!

[Jess&Jay]

Thanks Ladies. You truly are amazing in my eyes! & yes, I know how I am going to raise my baby, unlike my mother -__-
I feel bad talking horribly of my mom, she has been a great provider till I was 17. I've never had a mother/daughter relationship with her. And that's going to be something me and my baby will have! A relationship. I never got attention from my family and no "I love yous". So then I turned to "boyfriends" for that attention causing me to get pregoo 3 times. 1.abortion(family told me to do it) 2. chemical 3. my current. I do have issues leading up to how my mother treated me and raised me like i was a mistake she HAD to take care of. And I'd be damned if I ever treat my baby that way! oh no! My baby will feel like the blessing he/she is to me and will know that he/she can talk to me about anything and everything no matter how awkward it might be. I'm excited. And I hope I'm able to get the ticket to go to florida so I can get the support I need.

 

[lolamama]

I know EXACTLY how your feeling... I am also seperated from my childs father (by choice) for what seems like the same reasons as you are. Im older than you&this is my second baby-my wonderful son is 8-(different jerk dads)however just want you to know theres someone else going through your struggle. I havent told either of my parents because of how they reacted the first time (i was 19 when i had my son), and both babys dads are losers in my eyes. It gets terribly lonely sometimes, but when you have your baby you will be too busy loving him/her to care about anyone negative. Trust me. If I didnt have my son I dont know where I would be now but hes gotten me through alot of stuff simply by being here.
Sorry for long response just wanted you to know you're not alone&we're here when you need someone to vent to...