Gohan3117
TTC #1 After 2 MC's
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Well, here I am, almost 4 months after my MC at 7 weeks 6 days. I thought I was over it, but I'm not. I find myself crying very late at night without being able to stop. I am not sleeping hardly at all. I thought I was pregnant this past cycle...but apparently my hormones were off-balance so I had to take a 10 day Progesterone pill pack to get my period. I was getting faint positives on Wondfo's, but I guess they were just evaps. I just got AF about 2 days ago, after being almost 3 weeks late. I'm tired, depressed and hopeless. We've been TTC for almost a year now. We have been blessed with a full-time job for my Hubby now, which is fabulous, but now I feel very lonely during the days. I find myself spending way to much time on the internet or playing Super Mario 3. I guess I'm trying to hide from my true feelings. I don't know. Just needed to vent a bit. Since the MC my libido has been almost non-existent, but a few days here and there have been alright. Hubby is having a hard time understanding how I feel and why I feel this way. I can't really explain it either. Anyway...this is just where I am atm. (It's also not helping that I'm seeing stuff all over FB, Twitter and other websites about October being Pregnancy/Infant Loss & SIDS awareness month.) I need to see my Psychiatrist...