If you weren't an addict before, you will be now! Best tweaking&testing thread ever!

[LeahLou]

I'm in the same boat Meagan. Hubby just got him to tell me his partners gf cheated on him with a married man and is now pregnant with twins. Our neighbor also found out she's pregnant with twins too. It's not fair and it hurts. But it's how it's supposed to be I guess.

 

[MeaganMackenz]

It sucks Leah it's never great to hear about.

 

[Jbaby90]

Same test

https://i899.photobucket.com/albums/ac199/jessl90/A52D0BF9-FDBC-41D9-9A4F-6033CE4B9195_zpswhcbji9u.jpg

I think I see a lil something! Fx

 

[nicoley]

Ty jbaby..guess time will tell will use these crappy tests till I get seething convincing them confirm with a better quality test..

 

[EMSwife1124]

So sorry Meagan. You are in good company here.
I'm so very happy that Grayson will be here in September but he was a "let's not use BC and see what happens" and the next AF she was due, she missed and chalked it up to coming off BC but then a week later got a positive test.
Complain all you want, I will wallow in sorrow with you!

 

[MeaganMackenz]

So sorry Meagan. You are in good company here.
I'm so very happy that Grayson will be here in September but he was a "let's not use BC and see what happens" and the next AF she was due, she missed and chalked it up to coming off BC but then a week later got a positive test.
Complain all you want, I will wallow in sorrow with you!

Thanks girl I appreciate that!! She's already complaining about first trimester stuff. She's a great friend and I will be happy for her I'm just a bit crusty today. She said she was scared to tell me and I appreciate that. It's just hard, she's healthy in shape all the right combos for an easy TTC and I'm on month 6. I'm frustrated and sad. Id like to move on to happy and excited for her it's just not happening tonight Hopefully time will help me come around. Id really like to be happy for her.

 

[EMSwife1124]

Yea its a mixed rollercoaster of emotions!! Having you ladies has kept me sane through all of it. Knowing its okay to feel what I feel and I'm not the only woman to feel that way.

(Side track to talk about me for a minute but I just got the SOLID smiley face!!!! Yay for + OPK!!)

Off to get my BD on ladies!! Good night!

 

[Jbaby90]

That's great EMS!! Catch that eggy!!

I know how you feel Meagan, one of my best friend is pregnant and all she has done so far is winge which frustrated me so much and then she text me yesterday and was all happy saying she doesn't feel sick anymore and wants to catch up and I want to be excited and happy for her but I'm so completely over come with jealousy that I find it hard to be around her! I feel horrible for being like that though!
Us hard time TTCers just gotta stick together and vent to each other xx

 

[MeaganMackenz]

That's great EMS!! Catch that eggy!!

I know how you feel Meagan, one of my best friend is pregnant and all she has done so far is winge which frustrated me so much and then she text me yesterday and was all happy saying she doesn't feel sick anymore and wants to catch up and I want to be excited and happy for her but I'm so completely over come with jealousy that I find it hard to be around her! I feel horrible for being like that though!
Us hard time TTCers just gotta stick together and vent to each other xx

I understand completely! Its tough. She was my TTC friend for a bit there, she just got to it much faster then me. Trying to look at the brightside of having a baby around, even if it isnt mine. Im thinking ill still be asked to babysit for her just on a lesser capacity, so I should still be able to get some baby love in even if its not mine

 

[LeahLou]

Bleh, rough night ladies. I'm mad at myself for still feeling numb. It's like I mentally can't accept all the loss so I just shut it out. My heart hurts and I want to cry but my head says hell no, you're tough, get over it. Not sure why I feel so emotional tonight! I miss my babies. Crazy to think we would've had a baby by now if I could've carried just one pregnancy from last year. It all happens for a reason though.

 

[slg76]

Hi ladies. Sorry to hear that everyone is having a hard night. I love that in this thread you can just feel how you feel with no worry about how others will react. Some days are just hard. I don't think that somebody who has never had a mc can really understand what it is like to ttc after that. And, people who get pregnant in a month or two can't understand what it's like to try for a long time. Hang in there ladies

Jackie, I'm so happy to hear that your little one is looking great!

 

[Jbaby90]

Meagan - that's a good way to think about it I guess a baby is cute and good for cuddles no matter what!

Leah - I'm sorry you are feeling so down today. TTC has gotta be one of the hardest things and us woman are strong. We are always here to talk to xxx

 

[nicoley]

This morning neg..

 

[LeahLou]

I love my girls! !! Feeling better today! Just started over thinking and worrying that after we have a rainbow, that we may have to go through all this to get another. It's overwhelming. But I can't go there! We don't know anything. My doctor said I may just be having bad luck because my tests came back normal. Next step is to check hubs. But I think we'll wait till summer/fall if it still hasn't happened.

Sorry Nicole! It's still early though right??

10 dpo!

 

[Jalanis22]

Cant see anything leah but its still early!

 

[slg76]

I see it Leah. Hope it keeps getting darker. Glad you are having a better day. Let's worry about 1 kiddo at a time!

 

[nicoley]

Tried to figure out how many dpo I could be ..I think 8 maximum so yeah to early to be testing..so I'm gonna try to wait till Saturday to test again...key word being TRY!!!!!

 

[EMSwife1124]

1 DPO... yay!
This is going to be the longest TWW ever since we actually knew when I O'd and got plenty of BD in
Going to try and force myself to wait for day of AF before I test. I don't have any cheapies left. Just one FS and a CB digi. I need to stock up.

 

[MeaganMackenz]

Hey ladies

Im coming off a horrible day. Ended up in the ER at 10pm - 1:30am last night with chest and back pain, vomitting etc. They found nothing, it was the strangest thing. EKG, chest x ray, blood and urine all done nothing alarming. Very strange!

On the plus side- it happened on the "day off" from TTC ( following the every other day theory ). We BD'd Sunday, Monday, Wednesday so far with my ovulation set for tomorrow. Im feeling up to it for tonight and tomorrow, im NOT wasting this cycle. Its the best effort we've been able to give since November tbh.

I also picked up this lube called Zestica ( i think lol ). I think its the Canadian version of preseed. We used it on Wednesday. Help in the days where the need is there but the enthusiasm isnt lol Sometimes I just require more work then I feel like putting in, like on wednesday haha.

Hope everyone is doing good Congrats on the confirmed O EMS ( is it Aimee? I swear I know your name but its escaping me ). It'll be a long TWW but an exciting one

 

[EMSwife1124]

Yep that's me Meagan
So sorry for you rough night
Hope you feel better soon!
We pulled out the preseed last night to help things along!

Fx we both get BFPs soon!!