If you weren't an addict before, you will be now! Best tweaking&testing thread ever!

[MeaganMackenz]

I see a smidge of something on blue dye not much on strips

 

[LeahLou]

Trying to tweak what I see. It's hard to get a pic

 

[Jalanis22]

Idk why but i feel like im out

 

[MeaganMackenz]

Merry Christmas ladies,

Sadly, its going to be a hard cycle for me. News came last night that my grandfather, with whom im incredibly close to, is being made comfortable in the hospital. He isnt dying from anything specific, hes just been in a weakened state for quite sometime. Im going to push through, BD is a good distraction as is POASing. Id love to have a boy to honor him somehow, hes only known granddaughters and great granddaughters.

Anyways, sorry to be debbie downer, really just wanted to say merry christmas but my hands kept typing.

Leah for the love of all things good I need good news so Id like you to:
1. POAS multiple times a day and post pics
2. Get a BFP and take even more tests because its a BFP

Thanks

 

[slg76]

so sorry about your grandfather, Meagan. No matter what the reason, it's never easy to say goodbye to somebody that we love. I'm glad you are focusing on some happy things too.

Leah, I'm with Meagan, I see a little something on the blue test but not on the strips. Fingers are securely crossed for you.

 

[LeahLou]

I'm so sorry Meagan. I'm worried my dad is headed that way as well. I have a non-typical family and my dad is 85 with dementia. I wish I could make y'all dinner and dessert to give you a break! Prayers to y'all.
TTC is definitely a part time job to get your mind in another place.

Vent ANYTIME. I don't care if it's my birthday! We're here for you

I am definitely working on that bfp! I hope it comes soon!!! I have a lot of tests to burn through


Jal, I've had that gut feeling too in the past. I'm sorry

 

[EMSwife1124]

Leah I definitely see it on the blue dye! I hope it gets darker soon!!! Yay!!
Tomorrow I'm 6dpo... ahhh! I've been having weird stuff happening but idk if its just my weird body or prego symptoms. I'm hoping prego symptoms.. mom and in laws are begging for grandchild. I want to say "its not for lack of trying that's for damn sure!"

Anyway hope everyone had a merry Christmas!

 

[LeahLou]

Thanks ladies!!
I can't get pictures of what I'm seeing! So frustrating!
Will test again in the am. As usual
My hubby's family has been joking with us about it too. They don't know what all has happened this year so it feels more like a smack in the face. But it's ok. I smile and move on!

 

[Jalanis22]

Lucky u! Hopefully they get darker AFM i dont know what dpo i am as i have like creamy egg mucus but not sure what it is

 

[MeaganMackenz]

Well sadly my grandfather passed right after dinner.. not the greatest memory I want for christmas but these things happen.. Its going to be a difficult while I have to stay focused on TTC for now.. take my mind off it.

Im getting a bit irritated, I started antibiotics on Monday and felt pretty reasonable yesterday now I feel icky again. I am hoping it has nothing to do with hubby and BDing on Tuesday.. I didnt get up to pee right away like I normally would to prevent UTI but I didnt wait as long as I was last time which probably caused this never ending beast of a UTI. Thankfully its a long and strong course of meds so fingers crossed by day 7 ill be good as new.. and fuck it ill BD my way through it

That my update, looking forward to the next while with you gals and the testing

 

[Jalanis22]

Top is yesterdays bottom is today totally bFn but im not sure if its evaps what im seeing

 

[Jalanis22]

Dont even know how to tweak but hopefully u see what im seeing

 

[slg76]

Meagan, so sorry about your grandfather passing
I hope you start to feel better soon. I can't imagine a new infection could take hold while you are on antibiotics.

Waiting for that am test, Leah

 

[MeaganMackenz]

Thanks Sara I appreciate that. I dont know what's going on with me and this UTI but I've read about diary within an hour of taking it doesn't help the meds absorb, and of course I didn't listen to that yesterday so maybe I should and hopefully feel better lol
Leah I forgot to mention, my dad was just diagnosed with Alzheimer's in oct seems were on the same boat.
O day on Sunday! I'm getting close I'm excited to start testing woo lol

 

[Jalanis22]

Why do i keep seeing shadowy lines on wondfos!

 

[LeahLou]

I think we have a bad batch Jackie!! I have lines on my wondfos and a smudge on that blue dye but no others. I did a OneStep blue handled test and nada.
Dumb!!

 

[Jalanis22]

I know leah its frustrating not knowing exactly what dpo we are or anything!

 

[LeahLou]

I may just wait a few days or just wait for AF. I have so many tests but I'm just tired of all my excitement being based on pregnancy tests!!

 

[Jalanis22]

I totally agree....im still gnna keep testing seeing those Bfns

 

[LeahLou]

All bfn's... I'm so over this TTC thing! I just want our take home baby we've had so many losses.. We want a big family and I know we have time but it just hurts that I can't give that to my husband.